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boston, rekindled;

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so i had the lovely pleasure to have not one, but two friends (i has two friends?) visit me this week! we feasted, pranced, and caused mayhem around the boston-cambridge area. i ate enough to hate myself, realized the magic of red lipstick, and had a squirrel get all up in my grill.

in short, my little flame of love for boston had been rekindled. i will not lie, since my bike was stolen and then two weeks later my iphone was literally grabbed from my hands* i had been feeling quite downcast about the status of my relationship with boston. for a week or two i really couldn’t find myself staring starry-eyed at the changing leaves, and i really only felt safe when i was safely in the emerson library, where i’ve basically been living since these events.

but there really is nothing like watching your friends experience boston for the first time. and it’s in that moment that a bunch of hoodlums really can’t take away your real love for a city.

*it was a two-high-school-boy operation. one distracted me by asking for the time while the other came up from behind and stole it. i ran after them and luckily the police was right next door so i got them to run after them. they caught one kid (that didn’t have my phone), but not the other that physically had my phone. but here’s the best part, i got to yell at the little ruffian! i did it in a very classy matter, but i really taught him a lesson. it was great, which is mostly why i am not too upset about it in general. yelling is awesome, guys. especially when you’re a typically docile creature, like i am.

lies, all lies;

guys, i feel like i’ve been lying to you.
i know you all think boston is just a bunch of cheap coffee, crunchy leaves, and academia, but in reality…this is  the most typical part in boston:

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phew. glad that’s off my leg chest.

letters to beantown;

dear new ikea bed, oh how i love you so. from spending the entire summer sleeping in the same bed as my bff (slumber partiez 24/7), and an air mattress from august to october, i just have to tell you that i basically love you more than puppies in wicker baskets. i might even be bold enough to say that i love you more than the $2 iced coffees to get me through  my terrible 2 hour long speech communications class. you make me feel like my room no longer looks like a crack den and that is a very good thing.

dear commute, i don’t want to inflate your ego too much because i’ve already flattered you before, but you are also pretty swell. the fact that you involve passing cute, bespectacled m.i.t. boys at 7:30 in the morning, a nice whiff of peppermint by a little coffee house, and the charles river makes me a very happy lady. try not to hurt my feelings once slush-filled, snowy january rolls around, okay?

dear view from the library at emerson, you are great and i think you know it.  you make studying for a speech exam quite pleasant. just try not to show me too many abortion protests and homeless men chasing pigeons, okay? they kind of bum me out. but other than that, keep on doing your thang.

dear harvard yard and memorial church, i love how large and imposing you are that i can basically never get around walking  through you. which is great, because why would i want to avoid such a lovely sight? also, watching tourists touch the john harvard statue cracks me up because everyone in cambridge knows how many harvardians have peed on that thing, amiright?

and finally…

dear iphone, you’ve kind of changed my life. i’m so glad that i went on random errands and somehow came back with an iphone (classic mackenzie).  i’m basically instagramming the shizz out of boston, and i have you to thank. be mine 4 ever?

 

scenes from beantown;

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 needless to say, it’s been a good week.

i found my dream house on my weekly stroll to the grocery store (currently searching for roommates. and a sugar daddy to fulfill this dream).

i have a date tonight (??!is the apocalypse nigh??!)

i rocked my mid-terms. they don’t even know what hit them (rorygilmore4lyf).

my ikea bed has officially arrived and been put together (no more air mattress! or sharing beds! yes! big-girl-pants status has been achieved! huzzah!)

massachusetts has been treating a girl right; museum visits, spontaneous trips to salem which involved more accidentally jumping into puddles than i’d planned, dinner parties, and lots of dancing around to this song (i’m just getting ready for their concert next month, that’s all!)

the lovely maya is coming to visit me for thanksgiving. my good friend from new college came last week and we ate as much free harvard food as possible at the 375th anniversary (do you see a theme here? i heart eating free private school food.)

and i’m going to new york next month for the quidditch world cup (!!!)

…as i am the team mom of my school’s quidditch world cup team.

 

(i’ll just stop right there before i embarrass myself too much).

 

(oh what was that? too late? oh.)

adventures in andover;

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a day in andover with one of my  favorite people, jane, knocked that mood right out.

running frantically to the commuter rail. eating free private school food (thanks andover prep! suckahs). walking down main street and feeling like i was fulfilling my dreams of being rory gilmore and living in stars hollow. stumbling upon cute little bookshops. hiking through a forest and feeling quite rugged. jumping into frigid ponds and swinging on rickety swingsgiggling about boys in cemeteries and stumbling upon homegirl harriet beecher stowe’s grave. running frantically to the commuter rail again only to find out we missed our train by over an hour, not three minutes like we had thought. resolving to just eat mexican food near by, rather than getting upset about this fact (this is why jane and i get along so well. food> being on time for anything).

 

yup, feeling so much lighter.

shake it off;

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i’ve been feeling quite heavy today. it might be because i’ve been so fond of wearing heavy, long wool skirts that make me feel like a children’s librarian. or that i’ve been singing “tonight you belong to me” over and over in my new room and dreaming of events from the summer.

and i have that nagging urge to take off. to take a trip to somewhere faraway by myself. it’s been so very long since i’ve taken a solo trip by myself. northern californian ocean breezes are calling my name. badly lit subway stations with foreign sounding names are sounding more than a little enticing right now. getting lost and eating too much thai food is something i’d very much like to do very soon.

making too many large, ornate meals only to sit down at the table with just my j.crew catalogue or a book has had a big hand in this mood. because gosh darnit, sometimes you just want to make soup and scones for other people (reason #2857 why i am secretly 80 years old on the inside).

a little upheaval is in the air right now, i guess. a rejection of the same bike ride down massachusetts ave. a rejection of waiting on others, pacing, and forcing myself to get off of travelocity so i won’t search “boston to montreal” over and over that my fingers type it subconsciously.

that being said, here’s to my recipe for shaking off this little upheaval:  going to hiking tomorrow. and salem to see some witches about some palm readings on monday. and baking loads of pumpkin scones along the way.

this is why i am single;

is it bad that i am plotting to call october “i-am-wearing-a-costume-every-day-month”?

in that i wear costumes every single day for the month of october?

i could be a sci-fi heroine one day (this is actually how i feel i dress every day. i literally bought a coat because i thought it made me look like trillian from “hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy”.)

sassy librarian the next day. then catholic school girl (the good kind, mind you.) and i need to throw in a little fancy nancy and madeline* for good measure.

and then i also try to channel my inner sanderson sister with my winged out eye-liner, messy curls, and elaborate tights collection.

and that whole salem halloween party i am spending $100 to go to? by myself? with glee? no shame, guys. no shame.

why am i such a catch? i mean, really.

men of boston, come after me.

i’ll be over in the corner with my candy corn, watching “hocus pocus”, nursing a major sugar high and dancing around my apartment to “halloween” by matt pond pa.

 

 

 

*these are my actual tentative halloween costumes this year. yes. i have two costumes. i am going to be the beyonce of halloween costume changes. it will be no easy feat, i can tell you as much.

little victories;

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sometimes i go through the day, thinking like all i can hope for are those little moments of feeling like you are winning. you have these little victories scattered throughout your week that are so worthy of being celebrated. here are a few;

it might be the man on the subway who smiles at you and gives you his seat.

or the homeless man who says “hello, pretty lady!” whenever you pass him in harvard square.

or have little kids tug on your skirt after story-time, who appreciate all of your silly voices and faces when you pretend to be a big, burly bear.

it’s realizing that the beatles had it all wrong. happiness isn’t a warm gun, it’s a huge fish burrito eaten in the middle of boston common.

dirty jokes texted between you and your mom.

the beginnings of sweater weather. the little pin pricks of chills on my bare forearms have been a welcome experience.

it’s finding this hidden treasure (above photo). immediately fighting back urges to hyperventilate into a paper bag upon finding such a lovely sight. books outside for three dollars?! be still my heart.

it’s drinking an earl grey tea latte in the common, 45 minutes too early for my orientation yesterday. 

the common is an interesting sight at 8:15 am. a man was fighting pigeons and a crowd of people were doing tai chi and all seemed right in the world.

 

what have been your little victories this week, dears?

{berets and bongos} 26;

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“the Cambridge ladies who live in furnished souls
are unbeautiful and have comfortable minds
(also, with the church’s protestant blessings
daughters, unscented and shapeless spirited)
they believe in Christ and Longfellow, both dead,
are invariably interested in so many things-
at the present writing one still finds
delighted fingers knitting for the is it Poles?
perhaps. While permanent faces coyly bandy
scandal of Mrs. N and Professor D
….the Cambridge ladies do not care, above
Cambridge if sometimes in its box of sky lavender and cornerless,the
moon rattles like a fragment of angry candy”
                                                                                   -ee cummings*

 

 

*special ee cummings poem, on account of the fact that i will be taking a friend visiting from my old school to his place. i’m getting all tingly just thinking about it. and also because i have a soft spot for cambridge.

vielen dank, thank you;

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I’ve never been one for Thanksgiving. I think it just reminds me that it’s been nearly a month since my favorite holiday, Halloween. And in a way, that makes me sad and count down the months ‘til I can don a mask and eat lots of candy and watch Charlie Brown specials until I forget that I’m a nearly-twenty year old girl.

And besides, the Thanksgiving Charlie Brown isn’t even that good?! NO GREAT PUMPKIN?! OR ROCK PUNCHLINES?!

But I must give thanksgiving some credit, as it does make me feel all warm and tingly, what with all the autumnal scented candles, pumpkin spice lattes, and the following…

thank you, crooked knees for allowing me to walk, have dance parties in my bedroom, do yoga, and take my dog on walks through the park down the road. Even though you are crooked and make me look odd in jeans, you remind me that my grandpa had these same knees and that is enough for me.

thank you, bookshelves of books for allowing me to escape from work for a good 45 minutes on my lunch break. Whether it’s Tristan and Iseult or Zorba the Greek, you make me happy. Very happy. Like “oh man, I just acquired a basket full of puppies” happy.

thank you, Darren Criss, for allowing me many hours of escapism. And imagining that you are singing this song to me. And only me. NOT YOU. Just me.

thank you, all the cities I have not been to. I’m so excited to visit you. What with my twentieth birthday and a very important anniversary for me coming up, I’m bound to visit a few of you. Maybe Vienna? Or Prague? Or San Francisco? Montreal? Vancouver? Bilbao? PARIS?! Who knows, I don’t even know. All I know is I have a bunch of pay checks that are going to find their way being sent to Monsieur Airtran for a plane ticket to one of you. Get excited, I am.

thank you, all the things I don’t have. I’m glad I don’t have you, I don’t need you. Sure, you’d be lovely to have (more puppies, more plane tickets, a gentleman caller, a school to go to, money to pay off my student loans, a cute apartment in a metropolis far away from theme parks, etc.), but I don’t need you. I’ll have you some day, but I have some things to do before your arrival. And for that, I’m thankful you aren’t here yet. But I can’t wait for you to come! Just take your time.  Seriously.

thank you, all the things I do have, for that matter. A lovely old-man of a dog. A comfy bed. A good job for now. The freedom and time to travel. And act.  And sing . And create beautiful things. A lovely mother who begs me to hurry up at the grocery store so we don’t miss the History Channel documentary on the history of gravy. Lovely best friends who have stuck with me in all of my crazy antics and indecisiveness.

And you, whoever is reading this. I’m thankful for you. Whoever you are.

Vielen dank. Thank you. Merci beaucoup.

currently listening to: darren criss, serenading me. NOT YOU. did you expect anything less?

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